When the World Stopped, I Wrote: A Memoir, a Missed Train, and a New Beginning

I Never Made It to Quebec City

In March of 2020, I was planning a solo writing retreat.

I had it all mapped out: train tickets to Quebec City, a quiet boutique hotel with a view of cobblestone streets, a stack of notebooks, and a heart full of intention. I wasn’t running away from anything; I was running toward something: stillness, solitude, and a blank page. I was going to disconnect from the internet and the rest of the world so I could finally finish writing the book that I had started two years prior. Something that had been living in me for years had to come out.

That book became my memoir.

But the trip? It never happened. We all know why.

The world shut down just days before I was set to leave. Transit halted. Plans dissolved. I unpacked my suitcase and quietly tucked my retreat dreams away with it.

Empty train platform

Instead of café mornings and long, handwritten afternoons, I stayed home. I adjusted to the disorientation of the pandemic like everyone else. And still I wrote. I wrote in the quiet of early mornings and in the chaos of uncertain days. I wrote with grief in my chest and hope on the horizon. I wrote, not in Quebec City, but in the corners of my own home: in my bed, on my couch, in my backyard while my children played.

And I learned something valuable: Retreat isn’t a place. It’s a permission slip.

open notebook on a grey couch

A Retreat Can Begin Anywhere

That’s what inspired me to create something I wish I had back then: a way to create that sense of escape, clarity, and calm without needing to leave your life behind.

The Writer’s Retreat Kit is that permission slip.

It’s a self-guided, soul-nourishing retreat in a box for anyone who’s craving quiet, creative space without the logistics or the guilt. You don’t need to book a train or cross a border. You just need a little time, a notebook, and a willingness to begin.

Inside the kit, you’ll find:

  • Guided writing prompts

  • Gentle retreat schedules

  • Affirmations

  • A curated playlist, and more

Whether you carve out a full weekend or a single sacred afternoon, this kit is designed to help you reconnect with your writing and with yourself.

You don’t need a passport to find your voice.

You just need a moment to listen to it.

If you've ever longed for the space to write, rest, and just be, this is for you.

👉 Explore The Writer’s Retreat Kit here

And if you ever make it to Quebec City… write something beautiful for both of us.




With warmth,

Sharla
 
Sharla Fanous

‍‍‍Sharla Fanous was born in 1979 in Methuen, Massachusetts and she spent most of her young life bouncing around the northeastern towns north of Boston. Like a true New Englander, she loves Fall, football, and Frost poems. She earned a Bachelor’s degree in Psychology from Clearwater Christian College and a Master’s in Business Leadership and Management from Liberty University.

She moved to Ottawa, ON Canada in 2007, where she resides with her three children and two cats, T’Challa and Ellie. She can be found binge watching HGTV, experimenting with a new recipe, or chasing around her three rambunctious (but adorable) kids. Jesus and coffee get her through these busy days (and 6 months of winter!). On rare occasions, she escapes her madhouse to seek the quiet of a local bookstore or engage in deep conversation with a friend.


https://www.sharlafanous.com
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